5th day of CNY..

awake at 10am..but officially awake up abt 11am? lolz!

calling my relatives at Woodlands area(father side) to confirm whether they will be ard at home, so that i can make my way for visitation..asked Kelly(beloved cousin)to join me along..to be my companion..

went to my first uncle(da poa)abt 2plus closed to 3pm,head to 3rd aunt?(san shen)’s place then randomly dropped by my old neighbour’s place which i dun do it when i’m on my own..was planning to visit my 3rd aunt’s place(san gu)but both of d couple wasn’t ard..coz my san gu went hospital for operation n her hubby(my sangu zhang)went to visit her..so both of them not ard.so din go..hv a short browsing at d interchange while on our way back home(not exactly)..Kelly bought a top..den she headed to one of my cousin’s place at AMK..which dun really open every CNY..so is kinda rare..i gotta go to Liling’s place for dinner as promised..so was thinking..maybe i can go to my cousin’s place after dat..

i was late for dinner..said at 7pm but i reached abt 730pm..left her place abt 845pm..we had a random lo hei(wasn’t plan)without any sashimi..lol!we left together actually but juz different destination..she, her dad, Amelia n Amelia’s hubby gg to Amelia’s place for majon session..is rare for my cousin to open her house for CNY so i chose to go to my cousin place..

lost my way out while was trying to get my way to d bus stop to take bus 88..but is okie…treat it as exercise bah..reached my cousin’s place abt 930pm..time spent of finding way to d bus stop frm Liling’s place den..

i tink we left my cousin’s place abt 10plus before 11pm..i left together my fifth auntie’s family n d rest went to AMK central’s arcade..

again feeling tired…was sitting infront of d lappy n stared in d daze n kinda dozed off for awhile..till abt 1am..watched HK drama..i tink..last nite, slept abt 5am? Lol.

28th of January, Saturday..d 6th day of CNY..

set my alarm abt 10plus..but onli wake up like noon time?after 1pm…hee..

n will be heading to my another cousin’s place at woodlands tonite.for d lo hei thingy…

shld be tinking of wat to wear later..but till now still yet to start tinking..lolz..is 341pm now..

ya..not gg for service today..will be gg for tmr’s svc instead..really really pray n hope dat i will not oversleep tmr!

was awaiting for my cousins to inform me of what time they will be ggo to my (ah ling)cousin’s place at woodlands..den one of my cousin, Kareen(meizi smsed me dat they are reaching soon!i was kinda angry!replying her dat now den inform me!i’m still at home now!coz both her elder sisters knew dat to inform me once they know wat time will be heading to my cousin’s place..den nothing much dat i can do..though still feeling kinda angry..asked for address n directions to get there..has forgotten how to get der..so i reached at 7pm at my cousin’s place..majong n cards game session has oredi started n they have oredi done wif their dinner..still got another group yet to reach..my fourth auntie’s family..

cards game officially stopped at abt 4am?i guess?coz i was lying at one of my oousin’s room wif d other 4 cousins(5th auntie’s family)n d majong abt 5am..

my four cousins were kinda asleep den for me..i almost fall asleep..n abt 5am den my fifth auntie called us to go home..

my (ah ling)cousin’s hubby sent us home individually..Pasir Ris, Hougang den AMK..was back home closed to 6am..still need to shift my stuff, quite a last minute thing..so after d shifting is like abt 7am..n i’m very tired..wanted to catch some sleep first..set alarm at 8plus..

29th of January, Sunday..7th day of CNY..

n i overslept n missed d svc! *faint!was onli awake in d noon time..n i missed d svc for d week!

abt late noon, den my 2nd brother started to shift d small cabinet frm my parents’s room to my room..i agree wif d shifting is bicoz of d hi-set(old model kind)..able to listen to radio..:)

den started to rearrange my stuff again..n clear some stuff if any..took me awhile..coz was figuring out how to?what to? n etc..half-way done…my fifth auntie’s family came for CNY visitation..

n after awhile..my fourth auntie’s family arrived..so my room was in d midst of rearrangement..abit messy..anyway..we had our dinner..hang ard awhile..den i left together wif my fourth n fifth auntie’s families..coz initially, my fifth auntie was planning to go to my fourth auntie’s house for visitation..but it was too late..so changed it to another day instead..went to Giant at Tampines..accompany my fourth auntie’s family for dinner..coz my fifth auntie’s family had dinner at our place..shopped alittle at Giant..den followed to my fifth auntie’s place awhile den lobang my cousin’s hubby (fourth auntie’s)ride back home together wif my fifth auntie..my four cousins stayed at home..onli my fifth auntie went,coz my fifth uncle din bring home keys n still at my place having majong session wif d non-elated auntie n her 2 disciples..heard dat my fifth uncle shy to reject..so joined dem for majong session..den me..pack alittle in d room..still not done yet..n they ended their majong session ard 4plus..n i wanted to blog first..at d same time, battling wif an insect which came out of no where to my room..wanted to get rid of it so dat i can sleep more peacefully..n finally!though is 630am now!..sleepy n tired..

slept till noon..planned to drop by at YMCA, my former working place today..but postponed till next day instead. spent my day watching HK dramas..catching up in d way..d usual website which i usually watched cannot be watch..i tink by d affecting of d megavideo thingy..not pretty sure abt d details..juz heard abt it..:(

sourcing whichever link can continue my hk series..found 2 of d shows but still got one more..still in d midst searching for it..:(

n ya..there’s lohei at my place..which i din know it anyway..was juz in my room..as usual..of course, wif d unrelated auntie ard n his disciples together..was call to lohei together..yes, i joined when is kinda last ‘lo’ for dat one time..n i ate..lohei is time where pple would say something..but i din..n usually, i din say much or anything..irregardless of which group of pple..lol!dunno wat to say n paisay to say alsoo..hee..

n they followed by a majong session..

26th of January, Thursday..4th day of CNY..

slept quite late last nite..n i woke up in d noon time as well..feeling tired n sleepy..almost contemplating whether to drop by later..felt kinda lazyz..oppsy!n visiting my relatives at woodlands..

managed to drop by, reached there abt 5pm..my third uncle n family came for visitation at my place when i was abt to go out(if not, i’ve told my ex-boss dat i’ll gg today..den i’ll go tmr..but she might be waiting for me so..)waited for my ex-boss awhile..came back abt 5plus to 6pm? will be helping out at d centre once again probably next week, next month onwards..in contract based..hourly paid..not paying much though coz anyway, is temporary..wait for her reply next Monday..

next, comtemplating again whether to pay my visitation after leaving d centre..ended up..gg back home instead..coz maybe might be kinda late?by d time,i might reached like 7plus closed to 8pm?frm Tampines to Woodlands..so indecisive of me!

give a call to my Woodlands’ relatives.. they themselves not too whether they will be around tmr..asked me to call again tmr morning..n one of them no one answered…hope dat i will not miss this year CNY visitation wif them..though i’m abit lazy to travel der alone…abit of awkardness…bored too?coz dunno wat to talk abt..n stuff..

anyway, this time round..was asking my cousin,Kelly..most beloved one..it happens dat she’s still awaiting for reply for acceptance from the Polytechnic n me not working..was thnking to visit earlier..so see whether she want to join me, if my relatives will be around tmr..to accompany me too..:)

n yea, i finally somehow..find d link to watch d drama which i cannot find last nite!so i continued to watch today..

this afternoon, returning a missed call frm yesterday..d person whom i’m talking to, sounds impatience..for d questions i asked..like..whether is a direct company or recruitment agency?n where their office is located at?and she doesn’t seems very nice too.. over d phone..so sianz to hv this kind of encounter..

received a birthday sms today frm some kind of organsation!haha!i was shocked.that person must hv mistaken my month wrongly!is 26th November not 26th January..guess..they hv seen without d other ’1′!lolz!i din reply dat person.

did i mentioned dat i attend an interview at TPY?for now(lazy to refer to d exact day)my brain ain’t working.. remembered, on dat day itself i met Yoshi at AMK mac which i did blog abt it..

something special for this company, 1 mth notice period during probation period, 2mths after confirmation, 1 mth of salary will be forfeited if work less den a year..

felt d inadequacy during d interview..dunno why?yes, me not so good in presenting myself n even answering or describing..i mean it does happens..juz dat somehow felt d strong sense of inadequacy is ‘der’..after dat interview..anyway, shall wait for d reply after CNY holiday..

keep thinking dat i started my spring cleaning this Monday but is not!referring back to my earlier posting..it was sometime last week lor!..n i still tell Huiqing during d fellowship dinner juz now(Sat,21st January)n yes, finally, Huiqing is kinda getting back to pace recently..chatted d most after ages ago…so glad.

vividly remembered dat i was still packing my notes, trying to get it done somehow..hoping not to give myself an excuse to skip for cg on dat day..as wanting juz to quickly get my spring cleaning stuff done..i was late for cg though(trying to be on time at least..but failed.)shall try next time..

it took me days to settle it n done wif d notes but still got more to go!realised dat d last day for collection for phone book at TPY is on 20th of January!realised it on d 19th of January..n den n den..was comtemplating to go for d collection n also going down to d childcare to visit my ex-boss den..but i din…will be gg next Wednesday instead..as for d phonebook collection, i will let it be bah..i tink last i also din collect too..hee..

on Friday, spent my day spring cleaning of my room..i guess?this year i have thrown d most things!seriously!i dun hv a big room..juz a small room wif a bed(oh ya!left d mattress onli…thrown away d bed le..)wif wardrobe, table for computer n etc…no bookshelves…so squeeze everything into d available tupperware boxes for me..

though after rearranging..or after packing d stuff..it still look messy.of what my 2nd brother was saying..i’ve tried my best(i felt)for such a disorganised peroson like me is kinda challenge to me..i’m trying..

finally, my room is kinda done wif d spring cleaning, started cleaning on d windows frm my room on Saturday, rushed down for svc..was alittle late by 5mins.plus was raining wearing a platform shoes, which i bought it many years ago..but i din really get to wear n is still in good condition..wear like once or twice?can’t give myself to throw..but after today..it gives me a reason to juz throw away..coz took a jerky bus while was taking to d mrt station..trying to be careful when i walk as not being wearing for long time liao…is raining, so was careful while alighting, but it was abit slippery of d soles of d shoes wif my feet/foot dat it stretch d front part dat it came out or teared..substained through out d svc n dinner..but was an unbalance day..couldn’t dare to walk faster..not mentioned abt running..maybe also gotta be careful while walking..afraid to fall wif such a thick platform shoes..haha!i’m taller for today..of what others said today..

back home, continued cleaning d doors of d rooms, shoe’s cabinet..still not done wif d master’s bedroom’s window n d door n also d living room one..i suddenly remembered der’s still a balcony door n window..but maybe no need..coz an altar was place over der..dun tink i will do so..lol

n yea!met babe juz now!juz awhile onli though..juz to pass me pineapple tarts frm TW!my favorite!i juz finished d Malaysia’s pineapples n now TW!i love it man!haha!n glad to see her!can’t wait to catch up wif her n hv our all time conversations! love her to d bits!

oh ya! i tink i’m fasting frm watching drama online since last weekend or startin of d week?!lol!

even though wasn’t able to get any CNY clothes this year but thank God gotten some clothes frm my clothes frm my cousin..be eat whether they r brand new or not? at least clothes..

on d 22nd of January, Sunday..

is d CNY year n also baby Issac’s one month birthday1 wanted drop a sms but forgetting..was in d midst of rushing to clear my spring cleaning stuff

started or continue cleaning when i wake up abt noon time i tink? no, is morning time..eh..i tink was planning to start cleaning before heading out to one of my cousin’s place to get or see d clothes den back home to continue..but last minute, received d latest timing needed to be at her place..dun hv much time to do any of it, so..head out first, hv a bowl of porridge while on my way walking towards my cousin’s place at AMK den..was der 12plus..waiting for another cousin, Doreen, also to see n n get clothes…so me n d other cousin (ah lian)Kerene..waited for her till 31opm den she reached!which means we waited for hours lor..she was super late!i couldn’t done wif my spring cleaning stuff liao..

both me n Doreen left ah lian’s place abt 4plus..den we went to blk 453, wif shops n market while we were on our way to bus stop..we browse alittle n at d same time, looking whether any food to get..not fast food..but something else..we were der abt an hour? in d end, gotten a ‘big bun’ frm 7-eleven n 2 packets of ribena drink..Doreen heading to AMK hub to look for her mother n go home together wif her..n me back home to do my spring cleaning..was home abt 6pm..finished all d cleaning abt 73opm or so!like finally..went to shower first, or rest first..check alittle on internet n dinner..den head to Pasir Ris, my cousin’s place abt 815pm..reached their place abt 850pm?n joined them for steamboat reunion dinner!btw, no reunion at home..n is my 2nd round of serving..opps!hahaha!so i ate till very full!abundance of food!

den rest awhile, were planning to head out to Giant supermarket to browse alittle…closed to 11pm?heard frm Doreen dat it will be open till next morning 730am..so we went down to d bus-stop, waited for 40mins for d shuttle bus but was in vain n was drizzling den..n when we reached Giant, it wa ored 1150pm!oh ya, we took bus 58 to get there instead..one stop away. next we realised d store is closing in 10 mins time!wrong information frm Miss Doreen Chew.she remembered d wrong date!is 21st of January n not 22nd January!n din managed to get anything except cheese cubes..:(

so-called spending or counting down for CNY in a interesting way!hahaha!

backed home, was feeling tired..but need to pack d clothes back to wardrobe..

den,was staring at d lappy for hours..in a dozing mode..till abt 4am den head to bedz!

23rd January 2012, Monday..first day of d Lunar New Year..

was actually awake in d morning time, but lazed on bed till noon time abt 12plus?like a normal day..lolz!here i am online..it seems like my family is gonna stay at home for d CNY without much visitation?!but for me, still will visit my relatives on my mother’s side on my own n a few on my father’s side..whom i really know or so-called, dun mind visiting on my own..

went for 3 visitations wif my father frm late noon, abt 4pm..ard Hougang and Punggol area, taking public transport..

was feeling kinda bored..n is a rainy day..juz sitting at individual home, trying to keep myself occupied by playing game, eating..go Twitter, FB..till 6plus..back home closed to 7pm.went FB for awhile n den abt 8pm headed to my fifth auntie’s place at Pasir Ris today..usually will be on d 2nd day of d CNY..but this year bring forward..coz for d sake kids going to school on d 3rd day..had my dinner..my 3rd auntie was asking abt d cutting off of ties between my family n my elder uncle’s family?but..i replied/said..i dunno anything abt it..dun ask me..something lidat..kinda sleepy n cold while waiting for d rest of my cousins to go home together..initially, i din know dat der’s no ‘driver’ or car to longbang home..but den took my cousin’s fren car to Sengkang area..we left my 5th auntie’s place abt 4-5am while d rest of my relatives still having their majong n cards game on..we went to Sengkang plaza’s Macdonalds for breakfast before taking a bus back home individually, all taking bus 88..me, first to alight den Ah Bee(Han Seng), den Ah Sen(Jeslyn)..abt 6plus..concussed almost immediatlely..went to sleep abt 7am in d morning…zzz..

24th January, 2012..2nd day of CNY..so-called supposed to be at my 3rd uncle’s place before 12pm..but all of them were late!i’m late but i’m d earliest too!haha!smsed on of my cousin, den she said 1st time this year!lol! i set my alarm at abt 9am or 10am..but i woke up 10plus to 11am..by d time, to go out is oredi 12pm..reached abt 1240pm..zzz…waited for quite awhile..my fifth auntie’s family came abt 1plus, stayed awhile den went to their grandmum’s place n now waiting for my 4th auntie’s familiy..i tink they reached abt 2plus?n some cousins of my 4th auntie’s family came closed to 3pm n d other 3pm or so..oh ya!i tink my family came abt 1plus to 2pm? i tink?din really look at d time..

so..was hoping my family to go home like at certain timing coz my 2nd brother was ard!so..is better to be play safe somewhow..dun wan to spoil d mood lah..but i tink they left abt 4plus..hehe..i was den talking to one of my cousin at her room..abt d movie show thing..partially, dun wan to hv dat awkwardness atmospere..asking me whether i wana to go home or not?dat kind?*phobia too.

so i stayed n i went together wif d rest of my relatives, who were ard to my elder uncle’s place den 2nd uncle’s place den followed by 3rd auntie’s place n back to my elder n 2nd uncle’s place again!(they are neighbours, staying next door) for majong session at my elder uncle’s place n cards game at my 2nd uncle’s place juz next door..lol!

was feeling sleepy n tired..dozing off while watching television..den i tink 1 or 2 of my cousins asked me to play d cards games den i tink i heard my 2nd aunt(2nd uncle’s wife)or 2nd kim..was saying..CNY dun nid to be so ‘guai’..but not really or only dat also my finances is not advisable to play..lolz! abt 9plus closed to 10pm..my fourth auntie n uncle wif one of their youngest grandson, my 4 cousins(fifth auntie family)n myself go home first..as some need to study n work d next day n my fourth auntie is grandson back home to sleep will be better for him..

reached home 10plus…removed d necessary stuff n showered den online..5 mins to 12am..

tears juz flow like nobody business last nite while i was watching d hk drama..guess is juz too touching n sad at d same time bah..or maybe something?okie..whichever or whatever lah..

set alarm 840am..snoozed n pressed n continued to sleep till 9plus den..n was contemplating whether to go for a jog?till 11am stil on my bedz..(checking fb,twitter n play game on mobile..)

try to start something, though is 12pm..

saw many colour paper clips which i bought during my school days!n can say..quite alot?dunno how to utilised to also?n yes, finally, decided to say goodbye to my secondary school Maths textbk n my sketchbook!ermm..how abt my recorder?one is quite new, bought it in my primary school time when i transferred as needed n one old one, given by someone?forgotten who’s d one?

hurhur!changed my mind, teared out d used pieces of d sketch book n passed it to my cousin or their children to play ard..coz still left quite many..dun waste it!

n yea!babe will be back to SG frm TW in a few hours time!though cannot be there coz it in between d svc time..or rather svc juz abt to finish den?anyway, will get to see her still, juz dat not when she touched down in SG..:)

tried wearing d platform shoes given by my cousin for svc today..not bad..not been wearing for quite number of years since can’t remember when?still got another platform shoe which i bought also many year ago but din get a chance to wear it..

during d svc, i felt either i’m juz slow to react or not sensitive enough or what?somehow..somewhat..felt d weight of my flesh,heaviness..like cannot lift up my mood or spirit..:(

n svc ended abt 745pm today for CIC lesson 3…went to d fountain foodcourt for fellowship dinner..den back to home..abt 1130pm..before d mama shop closed..coz was craving for cold drink..my own plain water, not shiok enough n finishing soon..lolz!

was juz feeling sleepy n tiredz!wanted to sleep earlier though..but i tink it can’t be dat earlier as it was oredi closed to 2am..nose, pls be good..stop running n sneezing pls!thanks.

on Sunday, 15th January, 2012..

i tot is a Monday!oh my gosh!n i juz continue to sleepz..lolz!i tink i slept ard 230am last nite!maybe dat’s d earliest till now in 2012!need to be earlier!hahah!awake 12plus..hehe..

tinking how do i start my spring cleaning in my room..wif an irritating nose doesnt help anyway! before i couldn’t start on anything..

thrown my recorder away liao!left another one,which is quite brand new.see whether anyone wants it?else shall let d ‘bin’ hv it..throw my ITE notes away?!maybe is time to throw?somehow?!

i’m left wif one week..to clean shoe cabinet,windows, pack my room, change my bedseet n etc..if time allows..d doors of d rooms?doing lesser stuff each year! oppsy!

16th of January, Monday..

went to my cousin’s place last nite at Pasir Ris, missed d last bus back home..stayed over nite instead…came back home this morning abt 8plus to 9am..was awake abt 6plus? back home to sleep again n awake at abt 12plus..hehe..

hmm…which one to start from?

started some but it seems not much coz was trying to type it into softcopy lor!n i’m feeling very tired liao..n juz done alittle..lolz..started on d First Aid notes which i had it during my secondary school day..together wif all d first aid test papers..thankfully, referred to d note book when i was typing halfway..is inside!phew!else, i’m gonna faint seriously!getting abit impatience in between..browsing thru wif d note book n deciding whether to throw d test papers?n i decide to juz throw it!still got more to go!n i’ve not even touch them yet!i’m gonna faint liao!so sad, i dun hv scanner!else, scanner will help me to do d job!

i think not even 1/4 of my room was done?! juz wish to stay at home through out d week n clear it! n i’m lazy too!*confession

oh ya!spent 40buck in a flash!oh my gosh!trim hair,eyebrown,topup ezlink card, bought facial cleanser additional some snacks!shld i get a top or not?probably not?!

17th January, Tuesday…

went for a meet up wif an agency today… in d noon time..but still feeling tiredzz..bought a Artease bubble milk tea at tanjong pagar plaza before taking d bus back home..giving a first time try out..not bad..reached home abt 5plus? tried to key in alittle, n half way..i dunno how to type liao!coz is like CPF form..den decided to give it a missed for d assignment n den maybe for d test as well bah..else..i’ll take forever to finish transferring it..for now is oredi like forever liao..went out to hv a short meet up wif Liling n Amelia at Nex abt 7pm..was out for 2- 3hours juz now..back home n finally start to key in frm my notes itself! but after hours of typing, i’m like onli done wif one or two topic..:( still got many topics to go n other subject as well..n this is onli OP..hopefully, miracles happen tomorrow both for my job interview n my spring cleaning! i need to move on..left not much time liao..seriously, so last minute for spring cleaning this time..partially i tink is d keying of d notes part?..which is quite time consuming…:(

18th January, Wednesday..

felt so drain after typing for hours..lol!slept ard 4plus last nite..wake up 10am..attending an interview at 1130am..but i was 15 mins late!waited for bus, guess missed d previous one..ended 12plus..went for lunch at Mac AMK n i bumped into Yoshi!he’s carrying his baby girl(sleeping) on one of his shoulder, a guitar on another shoulder, some bags on his hands n ordering his mac lunch!which means additional a tray of food!all by his own!super daddy!haha!coz he’s alone wif his daughter den..juz say ‘hi’ to him while waiting for my food.. i went off first when my food are ready den..:)

spotted part of diaries..din remember dat bits of my diaries kept wif my ITE notes! lolz!

took hours again to so-called throw my ITE notes literally!wanted to type into softcopy but time constraint..so tried d shortcut, not sure whether it works?if not, den juz forget it bah! i took photos of it n shall do it later..n together wif d paper notes for sermons..as well till midnite den i’m done..going green..need more space.

considered 1/4 of d room done bah..

n yea!one of d twins finally accepted me on FB today!*do they check their inbox messages?hmmm..n happen to know that their is also on FB!so requested to add her too.

this afternoon, Aili was messaging regarding some articles dat she read online..she was asking questions like..’what does Jehovah Witness related to God?n what is watch tower?’ hmm..i’m not too sure abt d answer to reply her..sounds familiar to me..either i heard somewhere?but i couldn’t recalled..tried to asked Pst MJ, but he din reply..so juz wondering how to reply Aili? hopefully will get to hear d answer frm Pst tmr.

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probably slept d earliest of 2012?abt 3am?read a few chapters of new testament yesterday…din do much..other den sleep!lolz!

n i officially waking up in d noon time as well..hee…i’m becoming like a pig liao..feel so nua lor!jialat ah…:(

suddenly craving for muah chee..coz of my ex-colleague posted a black muah chee on fb lor…somemore, it has been awhile when i last ate..so went to Hougang mall to see whether i’m able to get it?it happens to hv a pasar malam nearby..bought it frm der..not sure whether to get other finger food or drink?browse alittle around dat area..bought a ice-blended n a cup of sugarcane drink!hee..

not to mention abt no mood of CNY!though surronding being playing d CNY songs n selling CNY stuff n foodies..okie..i’m juz or still feeling in a flat way..at least not feeling dat kinda down..but..randomly for a few seconds, had a tot of ‘can i wake up when everything is over?’..hmm..

n yea..i had a dream before waking today!almost tot is ‘real’ in my dream den..i met my twins!when i last met dem..saw them somewhere..chat abit..quite a short while though..wanting to get in contact wif them or their mum..so kinda even in my dream..also trying to get it!i remembered one of d questions which i asked them..like where r they staying?at Sengkang!din managed to get any of their contact still!still awaiting for them to add me on fb!!!

dunno what place is dat?!still take my shower at their premise while d twins r still outside..it was when i was at d washroom, before starting my showering..still looking at twins outside while i was in d washroom..i was been awaken liao..:(

side track abit..i went for an interview at Bugis area on wednesday..d one dat i’m abit confused of where d working location will be at..offered me d job..yesterday..but..(we communicate via email) initially, told me i was been offered..without any other information..n i replied n asked..den at d same time, i couldn’t really exactly know whether which part of d location will be at?i felt dat things dat i said during d interview sessions..certain questions which they asked..i dun tink i’m answering frm my heart..which means maybe..i dun really like d frontline kind job..maybe in terms of administrative side?somemore, din really tell d exact location..juz one of d condo in woodlands area n dat’s all..

i was quite hesitating..something i dun like..dun wan to do it juz bicoz i need d job..yes!i desperated needed one but..i tink among of d few..maybe is one of d really like…din expect to get back to me so fast..tot would hear frm them on next Monday..probably?!n yes, probably..not?

lol!tried to sleep slightly earlier last nite..but i slept at 3am..by den when i’m done to be ready to sleepz..considered any improvement?hmmm..

went for an interview this morning..was actually abit of d allocation for d postition dat i’m applying..*confused..is either at d headquater office den sometimes will be ask to replace staff at d site or permanently allocated at d site?*scratching head..coz over d phone,mentioned will be allocated at d site but during interview, i heard dat is might be or sometimes need to be allocated at d site..shall see how..

after d interview, was abt 12plus 15mins to 1pm..bought a cup QQ bubble tea frm COMEBUY at Pomo before taking a bus to Tampines, gonna drop by YMCA..n see whether Yang laoshi mentioned anything abt d helping out at d centre thing..as my ex-boss wasn’t in town at d moment..heard dat will be away for 10 days..but seems to be more den dat leh?!heard frm Yang laoshi she will onli be back on d 20th of Jan!still got some time..wanted to start to hv some income…if coz, would like to inform or discuss further of d details..like..notice period, ?hr paid n etc..though been a staff before but quite number of years back…*haiz..so for now maybe juz hv to wait awhile lor..:(

was der abt 245pm, stayed till 635pm..as if i’m working for d day at d centre today..haha!n i’m feeling tiredz again…lolz!back home, took my dinner..rest awhile..abt 930pm..tried taking a nap..*so late liao..also got nap!plan for an hour..but was juz dreaming..slept thru 2hrs or so…:(

couldn’t get myself up out of d bedz..supposed to hv an inteview appointment at 130pm..planned to set off at 12pm..but was abit rush when i wake up..postponed to 3pm instead..upon reaching near to d destination..was telling myself..what if i accidentally overshot d stop?i shall gif it a missed den..i really overshot one stop!but still went for d interview..next question..i shall gif it a missed if i couldn’t get d place..as i needed to walk a distance in..d location is at senoko loop..saw a stray dog n dog barking as i was walking towards d destination..at d same time, wondering abt d safety, security of d location..which really needs to take in consideration..some more, heard dat during d interview..gotta stay for overtime quite often..which i felt, might be abit dangerous to go home late..still i will seriously tink thru at d same time while waiting for their their reply..

*has been randomly thinking on/off..’can God hear this little voice of me?’ i need to get out of where i am!i wana work!i need breakthrough for my career!

took a short nap and dinner before heading to my cousin’s place..coz wanted to find out how she fare for her ‘O’s?!she failed her English, got D7..still in d midst of deciding..din really get to communicate wif her yet..as partially, i was at their place abt 9plus..n most of d time she’s chatting wif her fren over d phone while i was at their place den..

left slightly early today, at 12am..me feeling tired n sleepyz too!dozing off many times while waiting for bus..

which i subconsciously thinking is a Monday or something coz keeping wondering how come my father haven wake up yet at 5am..which he ususally does..lolz!

going for the Malacca trip wif some of d subzone members..meeting time at 645am, bus leaving at 7am..for what we were informed..but i tink, d bus left later den 7am?

tot i’be sleeping earlier last nite..but..was searching for my pants dat i was planning to wear it on Sunday de..but been searching high and low..yet couldn’t find it!till is abt 3am den i went to sleepz..and i need to be awake by 5am..so as to take d first or 2nd bus to city hall..meeting place at Raffles city taxi stand..

din really get to sleep well…like i tink onli an hour plus?set my alarm at 445am..snoozed till 5am..asked my cg member to give me morning call at 5am..to play safe..zzz…

reached City hall abt 635am..my ezcard was low in value, needed to top up d card..make my topping at city hall mrt station before heading to d meeting place.

everyone was either busy wif filling d ideminity form and d white n having breakfast at d same time before d bus reaches..

a bottle of mineral water for everyone of us and some pastries of breads, char siew n dao sha buns(baos)n cakes..

and throughout d journey, we were kinda munching through..wif additional foodies of snack bought on d way..

ice-breaking time on d bus, after some intro frm d SG tour guide..or after d Malaysian tour guide?we played till we almost forgot d existance of d tour guide, as she’s sitting at her corner seat den..opps!

din really sleep during d journey..onli when we were heading to for our dinner..n yea..starting to feel d heaviness of my eyes is getting stronger..zzz..

getting surprises n blessings thru this Malacca trip..seriously!d cost of d trip is been paid forth, having foodies from others, gotten a new watch, pineapple tarts, a small bottle of honey lemon lime syrup blessed by Xinni, a new pair of shoes by Saifong..:) what i’ve spent is $1 riggit for tea-egg n $5 riggit for d durian puff through out d trip..really feel so thankful n blessed!

enjoy d peranakan lunch n nice dinner! shall post it probably facebook?

backed to SG around 10plus, not exactly looking at d time..was stoning..while others will hugging n farewell wif each other..:)

thanks to Aiming,Catherine, Yvonne Cheong, Sean Yeo, Jianwei..wif all d planning n etc for d trip!

n i almost concussed almost immediately when i’m back home..zzz…d earliest nite..abt 1-2plus?coz was checking on fb n twitter on d phone..dozing of many times while checking..dat’s y..it took me awhile to check.. zzz..

setting my alarm at 8am..hoping to be able to wake up earlier..

but on this 9th Jan, Monday..

i couldn’t wake up..was feeling cold n not really well wif my throat n nose..juz freezing..not too sure whether it rains or not?..*oredi covered in my blanket liao..juz sleep through..till..on/off waking up..having dreams dat i’ve been selected or been offered for d job..but in a weird version..till abt 10plus or 11plus..

after waking up still feeling sleepy..drainingzzz much..really wana go back to bed if not dat i’ve told my cousin dat i’ll gg to her place at abt 3pm…zzz..i need to be well again..:)

randomly, went to hv a look at my father cabinet for clothing..n i saw my lost pants!like finally!but how my greeny pants went to him..d first time is d green cargo pants n d green 3 quarter pants?!..lolz!still got another lost red top..let’s see whether is placed accidentally on my mother’s wardrobe..need to wait when she’s not really around..

was at my cousin’s place at 330pm..stayed for abt 2hrs or so..left before 6pm..

took a nap immediately after reaching home..a long nap…:(

i need to recover!

hopefully, to be sleeping early later too?

juz literally feeling tired n sleepyz lor! no idea whether is d caused of not sleeping well?sleep too much?or not feeling well?or worst consist of all together dat caused d cause!

‘O’ level results is out today!but yet to check with them!maybe shall ask them tomorrow!i tink they got good results!by d grace of God!